Slinging scribbles

Several faces i have known, And ways to them i have shown. The way to feel, believe and rise a level high, Shall you not help me to help them? Even, so it be, selfishly i ask thy, as you may think, Pull me up or lent me a heart to strike a chord. I justify my demand, its not unreasonable to claim, For you know i have been abnormal, right since I tried! But, you shall console me to have given more than what i deserved for, True, aye sir, how true of you, how demanding of me?  To meekly surrender to my naive desires, shameless to think of it! SMIT, 'Wake Up, you wandering bird', you scream! 'There lies your way,  Deep down the water, right above the sky, Into the black hole, just like onto a Sun, There lies you way, Where nobody shall reach but you, But, 'o dear'. but first suffer your dejections and distractions, Accept your mistakes and if not all, Learn to move on for what shall be not yours only aim, Thats when you will be made,...

i grew up to forget the pain or ignore it but not now.i wish you would look at me,tell me am ignoring my food with a caring voice,for once take me in your palms for half a minute everyday and tell me am the most wonderful thing that happened to you but looks like the water has receded and the time has already passed for another rain!i want you to ask me how my day went and appreciate the fact that am on my own though its not a big deal,i know...i know your struggle is impeccable and its second to none but am ordinary,i hope you know me.i understand you have a job to keep and its important to leave on time but i want you to be home before sunset.i feel lonely and i cant tell you how much i need someone to complete me.i have had various setbacks from the society when  i tried to seek love,i hope you remember one of them.i love it when you share with me  your struggles and how much you praise someone's kids and am sure you will end within their vicinity but i hope someday it will...